Life is short.
Today I realized that. Why stress over thing I cannot change at the moment. I
know if I continue on God’s path I will be fine. I shall not worry about a man
that does not care for me. I will focus on my career and take care of family
and myself. I have two options #1 fall in love #2 get rich. I choose #2 for
now. All I want to do is smoke all day and write. I want a career out of it. I
also want to have fun in the meantime. I am young and live my life like I am
old. Talents go away when you don’t use them. I need to stop worrying bout a
man and live. Right now I am listening to @MikeWiLLMadeIt album.
Anything with him on the beat makes me better. See my real love is music. I am
having an affair with writing for music. Something about a good beat can turn
my whole day around. It keeps me moving. But that’s just me. I was in school
for music production but had to take a leave due to my crazy ass life. It was
too much at once but I will be back in a few months. It was either work and
make money or go to school. I will be doing both soon. Well enough about me,
let’s talk about you. Anyone? I would love if someone would read this and
actually comment. I will write everyday until I am recognized. Every single
day. Even when things aren’t right. I am inspired listening to this mix tape. I
didn’t really accomplish much today but once I wake up in the am I will. I am
beyond broke right now with no food and no income but I’m bout to change all
that. This writing will pay the bills sooner or later. I will never stop until
something changes. I look at others life and feel so bad that’s why I want to
make it so I can help others. Maybe I should just write a blog about music
because right now that’s all I can think of. Plus my life isn’t much to talk
about right now. Once I get my money I will change my life. I will pay off all
my bills, help who needs help and save the rest. By the summer I will have my
money stacked for a car. It is either that or takes it and move to ATL. Until
then I’m not going to have much of a life. It takes money to do what you want.
Right now I have none, and if you have none stay the fuck from round me. If you
don’t fuck wit me when I have nothing please don’t fuck wit me when I do. I am
solo. I don’t need friends or a crew to back me up. I don’t like fakeness and
will only tolerate you if we do business together. I am one that goes out by
herself because females are soooo phony. That’s why I have guy friends but
everyone hates so much they think I am fucking them. I do not care what anyone
thinks. My life is not your concern unless I fuck wit you. That’s why I chose
not display my real name on my blog. I do not want the fame. I just want the
fortune. Well I am about to call it a night. I have a sexy nighty on and no one
to comfort me but I bet he gone want me soon and then it will be too late cuz I
will be on bigger and better things. Love ya reader’s goodnight.
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