Nina's Confessions: The one I Want

Nina's Confessions: The one I Want: I confess, I confess this man is a test. He is an infinite structure of solidity. His skin is as smooth as silk soymilk, and as dark as cocoa powder. He is the definition of my desire. I didn’t get to look in his eyes that are deeper than the ocean today due to the fact that my overwhelming desire for him is making him draw back. I try to contain my thoughts when he is around. I end up tongue-tied and at loss for words. I hope that no one has ever hurt him in his life because I do not see how someone can harm such perfection.

            Oh now I see the catch. He is not a big talker. Instead what little words he does speak sounds like pure harmony. I sure hope this is not an obsession but mere love. For he is the one I want to marry and have a life with. Oh so soon? Yes I have felt this since the first day we met. It has been two months later and my feelings just came out yesterday. He had no idea I felt this way. The question is does he? My heart has been broken one too many times I cannot deal with another. What can I do to make him love and desire me? I am a good catch but maybe by the paleness of my skin I cannot stand up to a man so authentic. My roots do not run as deep as his.

            I am beautiful, smart, funny and great in bed so why does he not desire me? Hopefully I get to see him tomorrow when I wake up and things will change. I will fill you in with all the juicy details. Goodnight cruel, cruel world.